♥ thelove

Changed.

2010-12-14T14:00:00.002+08:00

It's good if we can have a time machine in life.

I hope to turn back to the time when we just met.

I wish I could do even better.

2010-02-14T15:51:00.004+08:00

WISH EVERYONE A HAPPY TIGER NEW YEAR!!

GET MANY MANY ANGBAO $.$

Happy Valentine's Day & Happy Birthday to Mum!!

Hmm, for me not much festive mood.

Relatives are not here yet.

But I have recieve a few angbao already. xD

Today's mum birthday too.

Bro, cousin and I went compass point to get her a Swensons cake.

All shops were like close at around 8+. -.-

Difficult to get a cake.

But well, hope mum has enjoyed herself.

I love my mum a lot.

Yesterday I couldn't take it and broke down infront of her.

Used to keeping problems to myself, but I really needed help.

The more I keep my problems, I feel the more I'm insecure and tired.

I told her my problems and she said why should I think so much when I'm still young.

I should be happy, when I'm older it's then the real time I should start worrying about finance, work, etc..

It's true.. Nothing is perfect.

After so much happened this month, I fear of so many things.

I fear changes, lies, betrays..

So many things that I wish time could just turn it back.

But I know it's impossible.

After a serious talk with baby and mum, I told myself I have to keep fighting on.

Even if the obstacle is pushing me down so hard, I will keep fighting on and not let myself fall.

It's tiring.. Sigh...

Anyway, Baby has gone Malaysia to celebrate cny.

So here I am alone celebrating Valentine's.

Hehe nah, we have celebrated in advance on Friday.

He bought me a dress. =)
I love you.
You are just like a pillar supporting me throughout.

2010-02-12T01:30:00.004+08:00

Just had a nice chat with sis. =D

So long since we met up man.

Both of us have problems in life now..

Just wish that things can be well for us.

Everybody around me that I know are unhappy..

Hope sis will find her own happiness soon.

Hope baby will be happier in school and do well for his exams.

Hope everyone do well for exams.

For me, I hope life can be much simpler and happier..

But I know it is never going to happen. =(
Being too emo these days. o.o

2010-02-10T22:59:00.004+08:00

Wow, been about almost 2 months since I last blog.
Life has been the same just this month has not been going very well.

I'm broke this week - Dad and Mum's birthday (9/2,14/2). Yes, and so coincident that my mum's birthday falls on V.day and New Year.
My com crashed due to damn virus in my thumbdrive. Luckily bro is around to reformat for me. And I managed to save all my photos. =)
Mid sem test all C.
2 more role play.

Been thinking a lot about my life.

1) Sem 2.2 is really a disaster for me. I don't attend lectures and do tutorials cos I simply couldn't concentrate and am too lazy to do so. Ending up mid sem tests were total crap for me. DM and teacher were craps too. It's the first time that I do not understand a subject even until the semester is ending. Exams are like just in 2 weeks time. I'm worried that I can't do well. Sigh..

2) Baby and I are doing well. It will be our 15 months anniversary next Friday. =D We've gone through a huge obstacle together this month. I know I have never been a good gf. Tend to be emotional which is a huge disadvantage.. I feel useless whenever I know I can't cheer him up when he have some problems. Baby made me trust in love.. It takes time to have trust in myself. I'm strong in the past but now I'm weak and vulnerable. I don't have the courage to pull myself up.. I hate the feeling of making myself insecure.. It sucks too much.

A relationship have its up and down. I'm glad we have been supporting each other for the past 1 yr +. I just hope that we have more time to spend together with each other. and the feeling never changes. Miss his nonsense and warm hug. He's the best that I have ever had. ♥♥♥

3) Friends comes and goes. I have never set any expectations to have any good friends anymore.. Because I have lost trusts.. I believe I can stand up on my own cos I've been through the worst. I will not let myself get hurt again. It's torturing. I'm thankful that my good friend cum sis has always been with me for almost 6 years. She understands me..

4) I wish I can doll up myself. Buy pretty clothes, accessories. No confidence in myself. There is restriction, Money.. Haha..

Okay, got to practice for my role play now. Shall update about cruise trip with baby when I'm free again. See ya.

2009-12-22T17:01:00.008+08:00

-Continue from previous entry-

Day 2 in Genting

It's the last day in Genting already.
Gotta check out around 12pm.
Baby brought me to eat the Bak Kut Teh that we went to previously.
It was a "herby" day cos we drank soups that are all brewed with herbs.
And it doesn't taste as nice anymore.
Hilarious things was we saw something like a grubworm in the soup!! -.-

And it felt very solid.

So I told baby that maybe the worm is dried before it is cooked.

LOL, funny.

Okay and the food was expensive.

Then went to find our favourite coconut ice cream before we leave Genting!!
Gotta say we can be tour guides in Genting already.
We are quite familiar with the places. =D

This coconut ice cream taste really good. I don't eat coconuts.
But it doesn't have a strong coconut taste.
Bagus!

Before we went Genting, planned to go to the Chin Swee Temple to visit again.
But due to time restrain, we can't go.

I think we left around 3pm if I rmb clearly.

We decided to stay in Malacca for another night before heading back to Singapore.

When we reached Malacca, went to have fish head beehoon together with his relatives.

The otah there is good.

After dinner went back to his aunt's house to bath and watched tv.

Then went back to his grandma house to sleep.

We woke up at like 1030am to pack up and all.

Went to have lunch first before going back.

At 430pm we finally reached Singapore.

That's all for the Genting trip.

I've enjoyed myself so much with baby and his family.

I love you. ♥♥♥

Oh and last but not least,

We're 13months old already!! =DD

2009-12-22T00:25:00.021+08:00

Hi!! Finally here to update.

Didn't have the motivation to blog though.

It's the school holidays now.

Only left with one more damn week!! Argh.

Genting Trip (11/12 - 14/12)

11 Dec, the last day of my exam.

Rushed back home to take my luggage and off to baby house.

I still rmb baby was a ultraman that day. (can't say the reason!)

That noob lame boy. HAHAHA.

We set off at around 9pm to his grandma hse at Malacca first.

The trip there was totally O.M.G, cos his father drove so fast that it seem like I'm sitting a roller coaster. Scary~~~

But sitting a car rather than a coach is much better than I thought.

Cos I get to see more views.

Reached his grandma house at 1plus am.

Was kinda scared at first cos not used to the surroundings luh.

Baby and I snatched place to slp with his sis cos we are "scared".

LOL. Totally funny.

Guess I only get to slp less than 3 hrs and we have to set off to Genting already. =D

-3hrs later-

Reached Genting resort!!

Couldn't check in till 11am so we walked around.

I so much wanted to get in to the casino to see what is inside.

So I tried to went in with his parents, leaving baby outside waiting.

Too bad he's wearing slipper so can't get in with me. HAHA.

First checkpoint: Success!

Second checkpoint: Damn failure. -.-

And I have to get out. HAHA.

So disappointing.

Asked baby to promise to bring me go casino when we sit cruise.

The age restriction in cruise is 18.

So yay! I can get in all I want. xD

Shopped around and baby got himself clothes.

Nothing catches my eyes. =(

At 1130, we checked in to the hotel.

The room is nice and big!

Better than First World Hotel we previously stayed in.

Went to have lunch and we spent the whole day in the theme park!

It's so freaking cold. Did I mentioned that it was like less than -0.2 degree at night. -.-

But tons of people are there playing.

Before we went to sit on all those thrilling rides, we went to play those stall games.

Baby caught a cute bear for me.

I also caught a bear for him.

But the bear has "pa jiao" eyes. -.- LOL.

And the stall tender was like announcing we won a prize, nice. =D

We went to sit the Ferris Wheel.

It's so boring.

And we pretended to scream like nobody business to act as if we are scared.

Haha!

But the game beside our ride is really......... I swear I will never sit this ride for my life.

Feel so excited for the people when I see them playing.

It's like more than 20 storey high and suddenly drops down.

Holy shit, I think I will probably faint by the time it stops. LOL.

Okay, I admit I was very timid that day.

Didn't dare to play many rides and it was so cold till we shivered like hell ok.

Haha!

And we went to play Go-Kart, my favourite.

But it's a disappointment, gotta say that ESCAPE's is much much more better.

Had some mini donuts.

Baby was so cute to choose a plain donut when there's other flavours which is more worth the money. Lol! -.-

The last ride for me is called The Cyclone.

This ride is more scary than the previous time I played.

Cos when you are on the ride, clouds are practically flying past you.

And so *brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr*.................. cold which made me more nervous.

My heart nearly dropped out. LOL.

Okay thats the end for me.

As for baby, he continued to play this game.

He played alone cos I'm scared.

I dno why but I just hate the feeling cos there's this feeling that I will be so giddy.

But he says its like flying.

Probably try the next time when we go there again. =D

By the time we end the day at the theme park, it's about 8.30pm already.

Went to have steamboat at First World.

Although it's dirty and there's very little selection of food, it's still worth the money cos it's cheap and we ate till damn full.

Genting food is really expensive. zzz.

Went for some shopping and headed back to hotel to rest. =D

End of Day 2.

Stay tune for the rest of the trip and other updates!! =DD

2009-12-03T22:24:00.003+08:00

I hate myself for not being strong enough.

Gullible enough to dream of things that never existed.

I failed to understand that there's no one perfect in this world.

And that we are not alone in this world.

I wished time could stop.

I wanna perish.. so much..

2009-11-29T22:34:00.004+08:00

HI, I'm here to update. =D
I haven't blog about me and baby's one year celebration which ended quite a few days back.
Too lazy and I haven't got the photos yet.

Anyway, this weekend was well spent.
Me and dear slept at 11pm yst and woke up at 10am!!
Which was a miracle cos we hardly do so.
So we went to the market with his mum and sis.
Sis drove the car, so cool and fun!!
Think I will be able to get my license after I start working only.
And when we came back, stupid black black close the car door without noticing that I'm coming out from the same door.
So the door slammed into my leg.
And he still dare say my pork leg get slammed. -.-
Hahaha!!
Went home at 4. =D

Midsem test is just around the corner.
Just one more week of hardwork and can enjoy already.
Will be going Genting with dear's family.
Can't wait to play at the theme park!!
Hehe. =DD

Watch this! Damn funny!

2009-11-17T21:33:00.004+08:00

2009-11-17T18:58:00.003+08:00

Just had commskills test today.
It's quite hard to me.

And freaking hell it's 15%.

I only knew it when the test is over.

So I was like not so serious about the test. -.-
But whatever, it's over~~~~
I'm now just anticipating for Thursday to come.
Can't wait to have another happy day with black pig. ^^

How I wish I can buy trillions and trillions of new clothes!! =DD

2009-11-15T23:10:00.002+08:00

I have 2 tests coming up.

Commskills and French.

Hate these 2 most. =(

But I'm so looking forward to Thursday.

Cos it's me and baby 1yr Anniversary. xD

Time flies~~~

I know I've never been any better.

I'm sorry..

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2009-11-10T18:13:00.003+08:00

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2009-11-08T01:12:00.002+08:00

Just watched finished this drama in just 4 days!!

Nice nice. xD

It's so touching and sweet!!

Life is so unpredictable.

People tend to take advantage that they still have a long time to spend in their life.

But I get to realise life is so brittle, you wouldn't know what will be of you the next second.

So everybody, cherish cherish cherish everything you have!! =DDD

PS: BABY IS BACK TMR. WEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! =DDDD

2009-11-03T23:58:00.003+08:00

Hi, I'm back!!

There's nothing to blog so I don't blog much already.

And of cos, I'm playing a new game "Ether Saga".

So current status is: BUSYYYYY!!

Hehe. =DD

School is fine except for DM which is a total ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ lesson.

The teacher is way too boring.

The good thing about school is I might not have lessons on Friday anymore!!

That is if Jackson can make the arrangements.

Baby's gonna go cruise on Friday, omg I will be so sad. =(

But it's gonna be our 1yr soon. Can't wait! =DD

School sucks.

2009-10-22T21:29:00.006+08:00

I have survived 4 days in school already!!

Totally don't like my class at all. zzzzzzz.

Had my first Business Cal lecture today.

It's a disaster for me cos I forget how to do basic algebra already. T.T

Basic dno how to do, the following topics like function, log all that howhowhow?? =(

I rmb my sec A math is a total crap that I've to drop the subject.

Now I've to learn it again.

OhmyOhmy......

Oh and I'm learning French for CDS now.

I never thought that I would learn other language.

Cos I'm never good in learning languages!

I speak french like speak hokkien?

LOL.

But lesson was fun although I dno what the teacher blabbering about.

Hahaha.

OK END HERE.

SALUT!! (means bye!!) =DD

Chen ni favourite song. HAHA.

PS: Freaking textbooks/lecture notes are cheating our money.

11mth Anniversary!!

2009-10-19T20:29:00.005+08:00

Happy 11mth Anniversary to my dearest black pig!!

I was craving for Yuki Yaki so baby bring me go eat although he have 4 ulcers.

Poor thing. =p

I love youuuuuuuuuu!! =D

It's been 11mths already.

You are always by my side.

I only know life is never complete without you. (L)

Today is the first day of school already.

It sucks when me and my friends are all in different classes and the timetable is damn crappy with 2-3 hr breaks in between. -.-

Good luck to me in projects too.

Totally in holiday mood still.

BYE.

2009-10-06T19:44:00.003+08:00

Things not been going smoothly lately.
I'm drifting myself away from my social life.
People tend to forget my presence.
I just want a world on my own, which is purely dumb.
A better person, a better life?
Comforts do not help in me anymore.
In simple term, I'm a useless person.

" Everything that I never thought could happen or ever come to pass and I wonder.
If maybe, maybe I could be all you ever dreamed, cause you are.
Beautiful inside, so lovely and I can't see why I'd do anything without you. "

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2009-09-25T19:04:00.014+08:00

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I wanna go Genting!!

2009-09-24T20:33:00.002+08:00

This photo was taken when I went Genting on my 18th birthday!

And ya, I might be going again with dear.

Gotta ask mama. =D

2009-09-22T20:39:00.007+08:00

Well someone commented on my previous post.

But I dno how she get to know about my blog.

Hmm..

So I went to this website she left.

If you have a number of negative habits - the kind don't work for you or the habits that actually work against you then you're more likely to be unhappy and not achieve the level of success that you want.

Every habit you have is a result of repeated thoughts and actions that become planted on your subconscious mind - that's how it becomes a habit.

Your subconscious mind picks up what you regularly do and think and then you automatically follow what is now a habit.

lol..

Singapore Bird Park

2009-09-22T17:11:00.009+08:00

Here to update on my trip to the Singapore Bird Park with dear.

Met him around 1 and we took a bus down.

It's so near to jp!!

First we went to see the cute penguins.

The weather sooooo hot.
See see, look look.
The birds that I like there are the eagles and night owls.
But the place to see the owl is so dark!
Can't even see dear's face, not to say see the owl. -.-

Then we went to watch 2 performances.
All I can say is the performance is forever the same.
It's the same as what I watch in pri sch.
So the first performance was kinda boring.
But the second performance is damn amusing.
There's this woman that volunteered herself in the show.
So the trainer was like asking her, "Can you tell us what's the name of this bird?"
Andddd obviously she forgot.
So she replied "I will choose a new name for her"
Damn funny, cos the way she talk is very lame and she is damn high.
LOL.

We walk to 4 plus then decided to head home.
Although it's a short time spent there, but we enjoyed ourselves! =D
But I still prefer the zoo, more interesting stuff there.
Went back to his house and had dinner together with his relatives.
I feel damn paisehh, first time meet them.
After eating, dear's father send me to jurong east mrt. =)
And dear accompanied down to outram.
Home sweet home.

I wished I could be more sociable.
But my godlike low self confidence really can kill me one day.
I'm a failure, i was never meant to be here.
Sigh =(
I don't look forward to knowing new friends.
Cos you dno what they will be up to.

Happy 10mths Anniversary!!

2009-09-20T21:57:00.004+08:00

19/09/09

It's our 1o mth anniversary ♥
I stayed over at dear's hse the previous day.
And we slept like till 3pm.
So we slacked till 6 plus then went town.
We were like deciding what to eat from the time we reach till 8.
LOL.
So we finally settled at Thai Express.
We are like some hungry ghosts.
Ordered 2 main dish, 2 side dish.
Think can eat for around 3-4 person?
After eating went for some shopping.
Baby got himself 2 urban male shirts. =D
Then home sweet home back to his house.
A simple date with him makes me a happy girl already!!

He's the best I've ever had.

PS: Can I still trust you as a friend? T.T

One time you are this, and next you are that.

Fated to Love You

2009-09-12T23:51:00.003+08:00

Recently I'm hooked up on this taiwan drama, "Fated to Love You".

It's sooooooo nice and touching that I cried when they exchanged vows during their wedding.

So much to learn from there.

It's just all about fate with the one you love, even from strangers to lovers.

"As long as you believe and work hard, your prince will appear infront of you"

I love the feeling of being married.

It's so nice. =D

I miss my black head.

Just another 6 more days!! =D

Update, Updates.

2009-09-11T19:11:00.003+08:00

Well I must say that I'm jobless now.
Due to some working enviroment problem.
So ya I'm back to slacker life.
But still sending emails to apply for jobs.
Zzzz, really hard to find jobs.

Have been staying over at dear's place.
Finding job, play games, movie marathons together.
We went Tanjong Pagar today then went over to PS walk walk.
There's one part which was damn funny.
We were like deciding where is Cathay in the mrt station.
So I was like "Here!!" then he "There!!"
Then we screamed into each others face cos we dno which way to decide.
LOL.
I feel really happy with him around cos we are always so happy.
And he just send me home today. =D
Oh and today is the first time I tried Yoshinoya beef bowl.
I must say it's good!
Hahaha.
Time to cut down on my diet. -.-

Starting work tomorrowwww....!

2009-09-07T23:10:00.004+08:00

Met up with dear at Jurong East to apply for job at the recuit agency.
The freaking woman there really piss me off with her shitty attitude.
Hope there will be tons of complaints from people falling on her.
After that went Paya Lebar to try another interview but booo.... the interview closed already.
But the good thing is a agency called us to work straight away tommorrow!
Omg.... it's like i'm not prepared yet.
Because that work is randomly find from internet one.
Lol..
No more waking up in the afternoon anymore.
Gotta wake up at 6 plus or 7 already.
This time working at Buona Vista. -.-
Nvm got money earn is good enough!!
So I will be busy for a month already. =(

I just want to become yet another happier person.
Sometimes I get tired of being what I am now..
And I know best who I can trust.

The Proposal.

2009-09-04T18:43:00.006+08:00

I'm having insomnia like everyday.
Terrible feeling and it caused pimple outbreak on my forehead!
Argh.

Supposed to meet dear at his school after his exams.

But I woke up late!!

Sorry!! Hehe.

He came all the way down to find me and we went Vivo.

Caught a movie "The Proposal".

It was damn good and touching!!

The best movie for the month.

And back home after that as we are dead tired.

2009-09-03T18:51:00.003+08:00

Things I wanna do in the holidays:

- Save $100 (hopefully)

- Picnic

- Shopping!

- Work (provided I find one)

- 85 with friends

- Finish watching ONE PIECE

Right now, I'm like slacking everyday watching animations only.

Boringggggg.

Can't wait for dear finish his exams.

How good if I can have tons of money crushing down on me.

lololol.

I wanna go shopping so badly!!

2009-09-01T17:32:00.004+08:00

I so wanna get this hair product from online!!

Cos my hair is so thin and this product can make your hair volume higher even more.

I watched it on TV before and the result is good.

More new clothes for me too plsssssssssss.

SHOPPING, SHOPPING, SHOPPING. *hint to baby =p*

But no $$$$$. -.-

BYE.

2009-08-31T00:41:00.001+08:00

You make me feel like a complete work of art when I'm just falling apart.
A really nice piece of art.

Stayover at baby's!

2009-08-30T18:31:00.004+08:00

Actually last Friday is supposed to be a meet up with Tani to surprise Mich's birthday.

Butttttt, Mich forever can't change her habit of being late.

This caused her to kana detention cause she was late for school again. -.-

So cancelled out plan.

Decided to meet up other days to celebrate her belated birthday.

So I stayed over at baby house for 3 days 2 nights.

Seems like another Genting trip.

Hahaha.

Sadly he has to study for his exams and we cant get to play or go out much!

But I'm happy he still brings me out to makan makan nice food. =D

Yst we never slept at all and I suggested to go Mac's for Big Breakfast!

Yummy, so long since I ate Big Breakfast luh.

Back home after I slept for awhile.

Hopefully we can get the job by jas lobang!

Wanna work but slack at the same time!!

LOL.

I wish nothing can ruin the happiness we have now.

That's all I'm asking for..

I'M FREEEEEE~~~!

2009-08-27T18:32:00.003+08:00

Weeeeee!

Exams are officially over already.

OB and Marketing seems like a goner but hopefully can just pass that kind.

Bus Stats is still alright.

So yea, I'm finally free from stress and have loads of time to spend already!! =D

But I want to get a job!! $.$

2009-08-24T23:07:00.002+08:00

There seem to be so much in my mind.
But I don't know what is it.
Why am I having such a awful and cold feeling..
Stop me, I'm afraid..

2 more to go.

2009-08-24T22:30:00.004+08:00

One paper down.
Quite disappointing cos I don't know what I'm writing.

Whatever, pass will do.

Met dear after exam and went ION for dinner.

Back home soon after.

Dear send me home.

Thanks. :D

I want to live a life without worrying anything necessary that causes conflicts.

I've got the wierdest brain someone can have..
Even I hate it sometimes..

Happiness shall be the start of my motivation to live on.

=(

2009-08-23T22:55:00.002+08:00

Exam is just tmr.

I guess I can make it ba.

I'm now already watching animation and not studying already.

Just feel no urgency in me.

Booo.

Good luck everyone. :]

2 more days to exams!!

2009-08-22T21:03:00.003+08:00

Exam is like 2 days away from now.
I'm still quite slack over my studies.
Argh.
Well, everybody work hard and jy!

Stayed over on Fri at dear's place.
We went for supper at jp's new prata shop.
It's mmmmmmm delicious!
Hahahaha.
Then we went to the 24hr Fairprice to have a walk.
Something scary happened.
We were like looking at those live fishes.
And suddenly, a eel jumped out!! -.-
Scare the freaking hell out of me.
Cos I scared it will like eat me up.
LOL.
One auntie was like faster save it, its dying!!!
So one uncle came and catch it back into the tank.
Seems like that eel has jumped out alot of times.
Ya so walk walk walk and it's time to go back and slp!!
So this summarise that I been studying less than 2 hr per day.
Holy shit.
BYEEEEEEEEEEE.

Chan cheer up too yea!! =D

Freaking stressful

2009-08-20T20:35:00.005+08:00

So stressed up with all the theories.
I don't feel like studying at all.
I'm like all boiled up
And my father...........
I really can't stand it. =(

wiathimaaabwciratmtpih

Happy 9mths Anniversary!

2009-08-19T23:53:00.003+08:00

Today is our 9mth anniversary!
We went Yuki Yaki again but this time we didn't eat much cos there's not enough time!
The funny part when we are eating is,
Dear wanted me to smell the beef cos it smells good.
But I thought he want to feed me so I ate it instead.
LOL.

The food there is damn good and worth.

Super cheap! =]

Then we went to watch a movie.
We actually forget the movie name when it ended!
I find it so lame and boring.
That I fell asleep for like 5 min?
It's all about fighting fighting fighting.

Trained down to orchard for neoprints and watson shopping spree!

Hahaha!

Dear bought this apple bath sponge for me.

Love it =D

Then we headed to ION and bought bubble tea.

Dear played with the pearls and act like it's a mole.

Damn funny.

Today is the craziest anni we had. =DD

I LOVE YOU OR BA.

Annoucement.

2009-08-17T22:42:00.002+08:00

On this nice and special day,
I would like to proudly annouce that..............
I PASSED MY BTT!!!!!
Yipee Yipee Yay Yay! =D

I so happy until I took the wrong train down to meet dear.

Today will be a good date to remember.

LOL.

And channnnnnnn owe me drink for the bet.

HAHAHAHA.

Tmr is the day!!!

2009-08-16T18:06:00.005+08:00

Tommorrow will be my BTT test again.

My 3rd attempt already.

LOL.

PLEASE LET ME PASSSSSSSS.........

Read many people's blog and they pass just with first attempt.

Envious man.

What a toot brain I got.

HAHAHA.

OH and I watch One Piece till 125th episode.
Still got many more to go. =D

Study Break!

2009-08-15T22:23:00.006+08:00

We went to watch "UP".
I think it's super nice and cute. =D
Actually I wanted to watch "Where Got Ghost".
But there's like so many bad comments.
So end up don't want watch alrdy.

Decided to stay over at dear's hse.
And we studied.
Buttttt, I got no motivation at all.

Slept at 2 plus.
Everytime before we sleep, I will talk with him.
So I asked him to give his comment about the movie we watched.
He told me that cartoon got no logic cos it's too exagerrating.
So I scolded him tell him don't watch movie.
I asked for his comments and yet I scold him cos he dno how to appreciate the movie!
LOL.
We never had peaceful time before!
I guess we are the craziest, but I'm so happy! =D
Hahaha.
4 MORE DAYS TO 9MTHS. ♥♥♥

Finally.

2009-08-14T01:38:00.003+08:00

Finally I'm done with copying Bus Stats lecture notes.

Dno miss how many lectures already.

(*&^%$#

Luckily they put up the blank answers in Vbus, save the trouble from borrowing others notes.

Hahaha.

Exams are like soooooooooo near.

But I can't study, no mood. -.-

Someone stopppp me from watching anime!

Just some random thoughts before I end.

I admire girls that have such strong confidence within themselves.

Unlike me. =(

Rants.

2009-08-12T21:09:00.002+08:00

Today is such a bad day.

Expected it to happen when there is bus stats tutorial.

I freaking dislike how the teacher always indirectly say me and chan will surely take supp paper.

As if we 100% + stamp sure fail those kind.

Just cause we never do tutorials or answer your questions?!

Other than this, some people can be so unwilling to even help their own classmates.

Totally pissed us off.

This is not enough.

Seeing the face of yours and hear your voice make my day even more bad!

(*&^%$

We will prove that we can do better than what you all think, just you wait.

Boring.

2009-08-11T19:49:00.003+08:00

Such a boring day today.
Just went school for 2hrs to do presentation and we are done.
Some parts of OTBS can't work but glad that Jackson recognise our hard work.
So our running up and down the stairs to find him for help is not wasted! =D

Anyway this whole week will be like super boring.
Sigh, Bye.

Happy Belated Birthday to Singapore!

2009-08-10T19:09:00.005+08:00

Happy 44th Birthday to Singapore! =D

Dear and I joined in the crowd at City Hall to watch the fireworks.

Well, it's disappointing cos we can't get a clear view of it.

Only a little, but overall I think it's still nice.

Then we went to Vivo.

Dear was soooooooooo sweet that day.

Make me happy luh. =D

We walked in the water with the shopping bags.

Ro-man-ti-ke awhile.

LOL. -.-

We wanted to walk walk but all the shops closing so went back to his place.

Makan makan supper and watch "The Hangover" together.

The movie is nice, but I think kind of dirty.

Hahaha.

Woo and tmr is OTBS presentation.

Hope Jackson don't anyhow screw up the codes and ask us to solve it.

*pray pray*

Gonna start studying soon for exams already!

SEE YA.

Can't wait for tmr!

2009-08-08T22:57:00.002+08:00

Woo!
Gonna watch the NDP fireworks with dear tmr.
Can't wait.
I love fireworks. =D

I wish I can be a happy-go-lucky person.
I was in the past, but not now.
I want to be the best for you.

OMG OMG OMG.

2009-08-07T22:21:00.006+08:00

OTBS IS FREAKING FINALLY OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR~~~~~~~~~!!!!!

Nothing can describe the feeling of being so relaxed after all the dumb projects!
Think we did quite alright except some parts didn't work.
But well, it's over!!
OHLEH~

Now it's time to concentrate on exams!

But before doing so, relax for this weekends first.

Hahaha.

Reminiscing the past of me and dear is so so sweet. =D

Screw OTBS

2009-08-06T22:35:00.000+08:00

I DECLARE OTBS SUCK TO THE MAX!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mentally and physically tired. =(

It's been so long since we stayed in school till going 10PM.

(This time it's like almost the whole course stay back -.-)

Shagg and hungry like hell.

No free time to spare.

Sighh, tmr got to go school early too.

I miss dear alot too.

3 days..

Stressssssss!

2009-08-05T20:02:00.000+08:00

Went to school early to get help for OTBS.

It's like so funny.

We went up and down the stairs about 5 times to get help from teacher.

HAHAHA.

Screw OTBS, it never fails to piss me off cos of debugging. =(

Friday faster come and it will be over.

Anddddd Bus Stats is adding on to my stress.

Don't understand a freaking thing about it.

!$%^&*(

I hate how the teacher always look at me and chan with those eyes.

Cos we never attend remedial or not doing our tutorials.

Whatever. -.-

Off to watch my anime now.

Byeeeeeeeeeee.

"'Cause with you, I'd withstand all of hell to hold your hand.

I'd give it all, I'd give for us.

Give anything but I won't give up" - Far Away

New Anime.

2009-08-04T00:29:00.000+08:00

No school today.
Actually there is but it's our so called no school day cos we only have lectures.
Lecture = No attendance = No school
HAHAHA.
So went to fetch dear from school then went over his house after that.

Currently watching a anime "One Piece".

I'm not a fan of anime, but I want to watch with dear.
So I decided to watch too.
It's funny!
There's like over 100++ episodes and I'm at episode 3 only!!

Start of August.

2009-08-02T19:10:00.004+08:00

It's the 2nd day of August already.

Which means exams are coming nearer and nearer.

Arghh, haven't started anything yet!

Gosh, got to buck up!

But 5 more days OTBS is done.

Can't wait.

Stayed over at dear's hse again.

Yeah almost like every weekend.

Hahaha.

Well as usual play dota and I made him promise me go walk walk.

And so we went JP to walk.

Although there nothing much but I'm happy enough already!

Went out for supper after that.

Holy shit, I think I'm getting fatter already cause I never stop eating! =(

It's funny how me and dear always can't talk to each other peacefully.

HAHAHA.

Dear you know what I mean. =D

I love the bond we have in each other and how much you understand anything about me.

It's like we've known each other for such a long long time..

So in love with this song!

I'm hard to understand..

2009-07-30T20:23:00.000+08:00

OB
~~Marketing~~
~~Socio~~
OTBS

Today Socio presentation went well.
Surprisingly, I was not as nervous like how I always do.
The teacher said we done pretty well too! =D
But after presentation, went to changed and I left my phone in the toilet!
I ran all the way back and Dora helped call my phone.
Luckily there's vibration.
I was like so worried that the person might steal it.
Luckily the china woman returned me when she came out. (thou she just pooped without washing her hands)
But thanks to her, if not I will lose 2 phones in like less than 2 months.
Hahaha!

" When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears.
When you screamed, I'd fight away all your fears.
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me.. "
-Evanescence

Crappy Day.

2009-07-29T20:40:00.000+08:00

First, OTBS suck!!!

I keep repeating this cause it really suck big time.

Back end almost done, left front end to chiong.

Secondly, just got to know that next wednesday Bus Stats tutorial 4hrs straight from 3PM till 7PM.

Tell me crazy or what.

I can predict the teacher gonna aim me and chan again.

LOL.

Anddddd, can I take MC tmr??

I don't want to do presentation.

I must present like 8 slides..

Holy shit.

I don't feel comfortable with my group mates at all.

I dno my work at all.

Zzzzzz..

Okayyy gotta go see my presentation slides already.

Bye.

Day Out.

2009-07-28T23:09:00.000+08:00

OTBS is really driving us crazy.

All the codes and shit.

And we realised next wk is the deadline when we thought like still long!

Wth -.-

I can feel that this 2 weeks gonna be hectic and busy.

Tmr got to stay in school late for Socio Project also!

So freaking unlucky that our class have to do the presentation in lecture hall.

Also must wear formal.

Crappppppp, hate it luh. =(

So after school today, went town with dear.

Went to eat the jerk chicken.

Yea sounds dumb.

LOL.

We caught the movie "Fighting"

I rate it 2/10.

It's like super dumb to me.

Dear also don't understand what's the movie about.

Not worth watching!

Woo and dear bought a big pooh bear(BaoBao) for me!

Thanks! Love it much. =D

Happy!

2009-07-26T21:44:00.000+08:00

Okay first I should wish Jasmine Yeo a Happy belated 18th Birthday!

HAHAHA.

I know it's super belated.

But glad you have a great birthday luh huh. =D

Went to dear's hse on Saturday and I randomly stayed over at his house.

We ate Macs for supper and the seaweed shaky fries is back!

I don't like it though.

Okay see him play dota and I learned something.

"Warrior of the knight, ASSEMBLE!"

LOL.

Damn funny when I keep saying it to him.

Stayed at his hse till 4 plus then I went to have dinner with my family.

We went Farrer Park.

And omg so many bangalas there.

Especially when it's night time.

Dear suitable to be there. =D

I hope I can go to Genting trip with dear again.

But with his parents this time round.

At the same time worried that I can't study for my exams.

Hmm.

Shocked.

2009-07-24T00:08:00.000+08:00

I was awake by dear's call at around 4AM.
He called me accidentally and so I called back.
He sounded like as if he was in real pain!
And yes, he had gastric inflammation.
I was so worried.
But luckily he's fine already! =D
And my dearest hei tou take care of yourself and don't anyhow eat thing liao I tell you.
Get well soon! =D

Where's your best place to be when you're sad?

Studies.

2009-07-22T19:46:00.000+08:00

Just finished doing the short essay for Socio!

Luckily deadline is not here yet cos I nearly forgot about it man.

ZzZZzzz.

Went school early today to practise our OB presentation.

The role play part really make me feel like laughing.

Until the real presentation, it was quite embarassing for me. -.-

But well, OB project is finally completed! =D

And next will be Bus Stats tutorial.

The teacher keep picking on me and chan cos he knew we didn't know our work.

So it's like we are damn happy when we knew how to do the tutorials.

Very funny scene.

LOL.

I suddenly feel so scared when exams are just 1 month away.

So fast luh. =(

I been skipping lectures and all.

How to study like that?

Wanna catch up soon!

Miss you hei tou!! =]

Thinkings.

2009-07-19T23:49:00.000+08:00

I realised friendship can be so fragile.

It takes so long for a friendship to built up, but it's so easy for the friendship to turn sour.

Only you can know who are true to you..

Happy 8mth Anniversary!

2009-07-19T00:53:00.000+08:00

Happy 8mth Anniversary my beloved hei tou!

Although this 8 mth you always bully me, but I forgive you k.

HAHAHA.

I will cook more salt soup for you next time okay!

Now then you know I cook nice.

Grr.

Oh and tommorrow will be a fun day out with you!

Woohooooo! =DD

Lub u Lub u.

....

2009-07-18T00:30:00.001+08:00

I'm here to blog randomly cos I just got dc-ed when I'm playing dota halfway.
If not I can help dear own people like crazy.
Waiting for game to remake!
HAHA.

Projects:
OB
Marketing
OTBS
---> 2 more to go! <---

Today is the day I broke down..

Good News

2009-07-16T19:55:00.000+08:00

I have a good news to share!
That is.............
I see another "FAILED" in my BTT test.
I don't want to be a old bird. -.-
LOL.
Fine, I booked another test already.
Pray god or allah or whatever please let me pass the next time!

ps: Read someone blog, it just make me feel that I'm right to feel disgusted by you.

Bad Day.

2009-07-15T21:53:00.000+08:00

Today is a not very good day for me.

Bus Stats test didn't went well.

I did not bring my calculator, textbook..

Luckily poop bear lend me her calculator and the teacher lend me his table sheets.

If not gone case.

On the way home met Sherlyn again.

Had a long talk with her.

Okay I was so hungry and when I reached home no one is home.

No dinner, nothing.

When I'm not home, there's dinner.

When I'm home, no dinner. -.-

So long since I eat at home man!

Some things did not go well too, but now everything is alright. =]

I won't cry..

Great.

2009-07-15T00:24:00.000+08:00

How great, tomorrow is Bus Stats test.

I haven study a shit out of it.

Better still, I play dota instead of studying and I missed last week tutorial.

Gone case.

What's more coming up?

Marketing, OB, Socio, OTBS projects..

Deadline coming soon.

Ahhh, kill me.

Bye.

Sometimes, I feel like hiding..

Happy Birthday!

2009-07-15T00:16:00.000+08:00

I wanna wish

Chen Ni A Happy 18th Birthday!!

Hope you like the tongue stud I gave you!! =]

Weekends are here!

2009-07-11T01:19:00.001+08:00

Weekends seem to come fast, and pass fast.

How I wish holidays can come quickly and projects faster get out of my sight.

I wish I could be stronger, and happier..

Can I?

HI~~~~~!

2009-07-09T19:05:00.000+08:00

Here for a short update before I do my OB project.
I seriously got no motivation to study and all now.
Lazy to go school which I don't last time.
LOL heck.

Well today can be counted as a good and bad day.
Bad is because of OTBS.
I hardly know what the teacher is teaching about the codes which are important for grp project.
I would be like so dead when we start on the grp project.
As for good, it's because Socio lesson cancelled due to I dno what reason!
My grp mates were like all screaming for joy.
But they sian diao cos still got lesson after that but I can go home.
HAHAHA.
The suay thing for me is, next wk class got socio project draft presentation.
I already planned to skip because of my BTT then I knew about it.
But I will skip as usual, I wanna pass for goodness sake.

Okay on the way home, saw Sherlyn and had a long chat with her.
So long no see, no change.
But so many friends around us changed.
Hahaha, I also not in contact with any already.
So doesn't affect me uh.
Sometimes I wonder why do people like having so many friends.
But are those friends really a true friend?
Thats what I think, so I do not have many friends!
But at least I'm still happy?

Okay shall end here.
PS: Cheer up chen ni ! =]

at the point of time, i broke down.
i dno what i should do or say..
if you know, i love u..
neve meant to hurt u..

Pui-timate Prime

2009-07-05T22:42:00.000+08:00

Stayed over at dear's hse on Saturday!

Well we planned to watch midnight movie together.

So we watched Transformers.

I must rate it 10/10!

I think it's better than the first one.

Damn funny.

Okay now Ultimate Prime is my idol.

LOL!

Heard that The Blood Ties coming soon is nice.

Hehe.

Dear go with me can?

HAHAHA.

Alright after movie we walked to have our supper.

Fancy us eating at 330AM.

Slept like dead pig till next day.

It was a happy day! =D

What am I thinking?

2009-07-02T01:03:00.000+08:00

What have I been actually thinking?

I don't know if I had said anything wrong..

Why can't I freaking change my mind !!!!!!!!

Used to think that I'm independent and mature enough to face life.

But somehow, I realised I'm still naive enough to be living in my own world.

I don't know why..

I feel insecure everywhere.

And I need constant assurance which wouldn't happen.

Been blaming my past for causing me to be like this.

The fact is I'm just finding the past as excuse to protect myself.

It's funny that people learn from their past experiences.

What about me?

I've been through terrible times myself.

But I'm somehow still not picking myself up from where I fall and start all over again.

Instead, I become worse..

I know it's just me causing all these problems for myself.

Telling myself to change, change, CHANGE.

But where do I actually start from?

I really have no idea..

Help..

I'm of no help anywhere, I feel redundant.

Not being emo, but just sorting out my thinkings..

What's the next step?

Bored.

2009-06-30T22:01:00.000+08:00

When I'm having OTBS lab, Mr Jackson came to me and tell me that I failed my BOE.
I was like wth and feeling "huh why?"
Then he said cause I missed 2 lessons when I can only afford to miss one lesson.
Okay this is definetly so crappy to me when I thought I can skip 2 lessons.
So he said I have to take the subject again.
But.......... he say he gonna try to save me!
Hope can luh.
I don't want to repeat this damn subject.

Oh well, went to meet dear after school to give him his work.
Such a nice gf right dear?
LOL! =D
Then went Clementi to have dinner and homed.

AHHHH. I think I'm addicted to dota again.
Pawned Pawned Pawned.
But this addiction won't affect my studies or anything!
HAHA.
Bye.

Dear's father birthday! =]

2009-06-30T00:56:00.000+08:00

Went to meet dear and at night went out with dear's family to celebrate his father birthday!

Phototaking time was funny and happy. =D

Bye! =D

Tiredddd !

2009-06-26T23:44:00.000+08:00

Today is super duper tired I must say!
Went school at 9am.
I don't know why I went school also.
Slept during lecture and no notes printed.
Hahaha.
Oh! and I finally completed the Goventure game.
But I don't know why mine stops at the 27th day.
Heckkkk. LOL.
Went to meet dear after that.
Accompanied him study at jp library for about only half hour and we went back to his house?
Woo finally got the new map for dota from dear!
But my dumb mouse come spoil at this time. -.-
Mummy gonna sponsor me buy mouse thou.
Hahaha! =D
Homed aftermath.

p.s: Miss Tani and my chocolates specially from England! HAHA. =D
Feeling so pissed of over marketing project. DUMB PRODUCT.
I DON'T KNOW WTH I MUST WRITE! zzzz.

Great Day!

2009-06-25T23:41:00.000+08:00

Reached school around 1030 just to print the dumb proposal.

OTBS started at 11.

I dread going that lesson with all the computer codes.

And there is a new group project asking us to make something like a blog.

So difficult la.

Chen ni we can do it!

Hahaha =D

And chan told me something that is so coincident.

Her best friend's friend is actually in my socio group!

Small world.

LOL.

Got back my socio test and I got 22/30!

Not bad not bad, good starting.

So after socio went to meet dear and bought 2 coconuts for him as the bet I lost.

Hahaha.

Anyway had a fun day!

Loves. =D

p.s : forget to mention, I helped baby with his project. hehe. dear treat dinner! thanks ah =D

Lost 2 bets!

2009-06-25T00:23:00.000+08:00

Find my blogskin abit boring thou.
But whatever luh.
Just feel like using blogspot.

Alright, let's start with today.
Supposed to meet chen ni at 11am for project, but I don't know why my dumb alarm never ring or I closed it without knowing.
Reached school 11.15 and met them at BTL.
Woo today completed bus stats poject already.
Thanks to everyone in the group and also Ong for his chim work.
Luckily I was not the one presenting, if not dead.
HAHAHA.
Then homed at 5, shagg.

Oh and I lost 2 bets with baby.
And I need to treat him eat. -.-
LOL.
Kbye. =DD

New Blog.

2009-06-24T23:16:00.000+08:00

HI~~~

This is my new blog.

HAHAHA.

Relink pls! =D